I love conference weekend. If nothing else, you get to stay in you pajamas most of the weekend. Yesterday I listened on the radio in the sewing room and finished up binding a quilt for Shelly. This morning we got invited over to Roger and Marshall's apartment and had breakfast. Then together we all watched the morning session of conference. I brought some coloring pages for the kids, they were still and occupied for about an hour and a half, then restlessness and wiggles took over. We all then played
Imaginiff and had a good time together. I listened to the afternoon session again in the sewing room. I heard two talks that stood out and spoke to me. The first one was Saturday focusing on perfection and that sometimes we expect to much of ourselves and need to rely on the Lord. I think sometimes I lose focus and it is helpful to rely on the Lord and allow my flaws and imperfections to just be part of me without beating myself up about them. The other talk I really enjoyed was the one on young mothers. I am not completely sure I qualify as a young mother, but I have only been a mother for almost 8 years, so I suppose that is young in the larger scope of things. I know I enjoy so much playing with my kids rather than checking off a list of activities and moving on to the next thing. I love being encouraged to live in every moment of their childhood and doing everything I can to let them know they are my priority and how much concern and love I have for each of them. Yesterday I was trying to fix the photo program on our computer and I felt how frustrated I was with the whole process. Bella asked me a question and I was a bit short with her. Then I took a deep breath, apologized and left the problem unsolved to go talk with her about what she needed to talk about. I felt so much better, she felt better, and later I resolved the problem. I also liked the way it was pointed out in the talk to make sure and have time for yourself. I think everyone needs this to maintain some level of sanity. Nate has always supported and made sure I get the time I need not to turn into a complete crazy person. I suppose that benefits him as well. It felt good to be recognized and appreciated as a mother in general conference. The whole talk made me smile and feel proud of the choices I have made in my life.
